I grew up with parents that walked with their savior and mentor Jesus Christ, read the word of God regularly and served diligently in their local church. They made an effort to put to work what the Bible and Holy Spirit taught them. These were values of honesty, forgiveness, integrity, love, cleanliness, growing food for the family and education for their children.
On my own, I reached a decision in my room in an apartment I was renting in Kololo, on November 12, 2000 on a Saturday morning, to walk with God fully as a born again Christian. But nothing of these two aspects of my life prepared me for what happened when this gathering that was later to be called CNC was born in August of 2006.
My idea of church was a traditional square building with men in cassocks, red, white and black filing into a Sunday service, choir singing hymns and people coming to see the priest with food and support for his family, the day before. I did not countenance us in this order or my wife being called “Pastor”. I was a businessman with a young family and I could not see how our home would become a service centre for people from all walks of life. I had security and health concerns for our children and my wife and I didn’t see how this would be sustainable in the long run.
I can tell you CNC begun at our worst of times. As a couple as were going through a terrible patch with our business and there was some form of financial indictment on our home and office. In between Sundays we would battle court bailiff’s letters for sale or creditors and banks calling their loans or the URA audit teams camped in our office.
A majority of our workers were departing in droves. In a year, we went from 25 employees in one of our key business to about 05 people. Many times, I would go home and sell our cows to come and pay debts, buy food and donate some funds to people. These combined with adverse publicity, was not the time, humanly speaking, to think of church. But these, as I found out later, are the moments that God uses as building blocks for a firm road back to Him.
The birth of CNC brought such a strong and radical shift in our conventional thinking and practice of church. It brought us to a new level to identify the tricks of the enemy by building a deeper relationship of trust with God. We moved from the surface to the deep. It brought us new revelation of the power in our hands given by the acceptance of the cross. It stabilized us from the terrible swings of the world. It gave us an anchor. For me it showed me how sinful I am yet He continued to welcome me home with forgiveness, like the prodigal son.
A 21st century Christian has multiple attack centers by the enemy. One of these centers is world knowledge and how it is consumed and used. Knowledge of the world, science and your environment can sometimes be a weapon of the enemy to diminish our faith in the power of God. It is easy to look to what we know not what we believe, for a solution. Poverty is another weapon. Poverty makes us, particularly in Africa, look to all who come bearing “gifts” as our provider. If they are from America, they must be good, we think. If we get a visa or be prayed for to go, we will find ‘salvation and blessings’ from poverty. We abandon the ground and power God has already given us and follow the flesh and inept teaching of the world. We are Christians without wisdom!
A 21st century Christian; fights a war without a frontline. The theatre of his war with the devil is Television, Cinema, Fashion, and entertainment, social standing, all with a bent for lust of the flesh that the eye sees on the outside.
The tools of response (Faith, Hope, Love) have been diminished by overly interpreting them to suit our circumstances. We can literally justify anything to keep our lifestyle. I have done that several times too with a lot of pain on my conscience. Like tanks as cavalry replaced horses in the 1900s, we can’t fight the new tricks and channels of the enemy without ingeniously refreshed weapons of the Spirit. You raise a standing army for a conventional war with the enemy but he uses Improvised Explosive Devices (IEDs) and delivers surprise attacks on you. We got to sharpen new tools that will raise our capabilities in order to overwhelm the enemy. CNC for me has been a tool sharpener!
To fight, you need good intelligence gathering capability for how can you for example face witchcraft without wisdom and how do you tell you are on the right path if you are carnal? How come groups that seek to influence our thinking about life, income, health, beauty, smartness, and sexuality put a communication strategy in place, work with dedicated media channels and raise resources and make a plan and we don’t recognize this and respond appropriately? Sometimes we appear hopelessly out of depth in response yet we claim we are Christians!
The war against poverty for example is spiritual as it is physical. There is no way incomes of a nation can go up, even if we pour resources into people’s hands, unless there is an internal resolve and purpose that is higher than our present circumstances. Unless we seek the good for our communities based on His word, we are all selfish and incapable of redeeming our nation from poverty. We will have no sense of urgency to deliver our promises as leaders if we don’t do what we do as if we are doing it for God and not man.
CNC has taught us that the battle to stay positive and optimistic in the face of failure and doubt is also spiritual. Science shows us that people, who have a “working memory” of a goal, are associated with an ability to project the future and work for a better day. They simply wont live for now although they live in the now! This implies that achieving a goal requires keeping it in mind (renewing your mind daily) to face the new tricks of the enemy who wants to take our inheritance.
The years of CNC have taught us that the enemy can be put to flight but not be completely defeated. It is like hitting a snake’s back and avoid the head for fear of being beaten. It will lie in wait and heal and return. Like wise, the enemy will return in disease, money, and lust and in fights among the brethren and dissensions and rumors. To unceasingly battle the enemy, we need training and full 24/7/367 day preparation; we need discipline, we need the belt of truth always, the body amour of righteousness that protects and grows our muscles to resist, the shield of faith that covers our head, the helmet of salvation that protects our thinking and the sword of the spirit, which is the word of God as a daily dose. In Runyankore, the word for UNCEASINGLY fighting is ‘OKUSIRIBYA’. It is a name given to those who battle the enemy till the sunset, till the end, till they declare victory!
When we do this over time, we develop endurance that gives us accumulated knowledge about the enemy’s tricks. That we call WISDOM. Wisdom will make us more RESPONSE-ABLE in our actions. That word RESPONSIBILITY assumes that I am not at the mercy of whatever the devil has thrown at me. I have an ability to shape my future, particularly with the word of GOD, I am unmovable!
CNC has also taught us that compromise never maintains lasting peace. Co-existence means you offer space to each other and it depends on who is committed to influence the other, one will at some point yield ground. This is so with sin too. To be a believer and still pursue certain pleasures you had before, makes you neither hot nor cold. You are lukewarm and you know what the word of God says about Lukewarmness! I pray for forgiveness everyday for this kind of childishness in facing sin.
Many nations in turmoil in Africa made some political compromises in order to avoid full-scale war. It sounded wise at Independence but these same nations haven’t had peace fully and they occasionally have flare-ups that threaten stability. Sometimes you need a full war to win and establish a new order and so it is in the spiritual realm. Something has to die in order for a new one to be born without compromises. The Bible shows us that even those situations that have died and are stinking, can be used to create a sense of freshness and newness that nobody would have imagined. See the story of Lazarus for this.
Without my knowledge, the birth of CNC was a turning point in my family and my nation. I notice that over the years, He is using it to change our thinking, our institutions and our doctrines; things that have kept us in spiritual slavery.
I am honored to have been there on day one. I am honored that my children are growing up seeing this and they will know that it was not in our power at all to birth this. That we simply accepted to move by faith and the world changed!
I thank my wife for being consistent with this vision. She confirms the saying that ’no steam or gas ever drives anything until it is confined. No part of River Nile can be turned into light and power until it is tunneled. No life ever grows until it is focused, dedicated and disciplined’.
She shows me everyday in her dedication to the word that we have to run so fast in order to stand still. That to sustain the pace, we will need to work harder and smarter to improve our standing in the spirit and in the natural.
I am so grateful to all our friends whose true friendship showed itself real in this realm of church and faith. This is the most difficult realm to maintain friendships in, as it requires to not tell a lie to each other; to speak the way you see and feel. Those who have survived the turbulence, God is maturing all of us for a new battle. The battle for Africa’s soul.
“Didn’t I tell you that you would see the Glory of the Lord if you believe” John 11:40